The Wandering-Mind

The inevitability of good versus evil is irrefutable. To bear witness to the two sides bantering simultaneously is quite perplexing. Life is not without death, and death breeds new life. I am not my yesterday, nor am I my tomorrow, I am only now. The choices I make in this now will profoundly impact my realization of tomorrow.

When we confront trials in a season of worry and doubt, we become disillusioned in our abilities to navigate through. We often become overwhelmed and embedded in our fear. It’s not about what we’re walking into, but what we are walking into it with.

I have recently found myself accosted by the exigency to make a change in my life. The compulsion for this change came at a great personal cost. It’s created an existential crisis within my state. Questions arose that needed addressed honestly and without self-preservation. I embarked on this self-realization not knowing the confrontations that lay ahead. I was unsure of what I may encounter, but I knew what I was walking into it with. Determination, desperation, strength, and faith in my God as I understand him. The only acceptable destination is self-betterment.

I am currently on day 5 of my voyage. I have proven to myself that the strength I knew I had coming into this battle has prevailed. I also understand that this strength is not of my own design. It has been granted to me in my time of need. I am killing off a part of me that I no longer desire. I know that the choices I’m making during this here and now will breed new life into me. There is no closing paragraph to this, as the end has yet to be determined. We will all fall as we strip away the negative attributes and replace them with beauty. We must stay the course and work the problem with faith and determination. Be someone’s healing with peace and love;